Author: Elle

After spending time in Edinburgh, I thought about what to do next. I wasn’t ready to go home. Something wasn’t right; I couldn’t place my finger on it, but Chris still hadn’t answered my texts from NYE. Or calls. Idk what’s going on with him, but I decided to not let it interfere with my…

I don’t think I even told Chris what I had intended to tell him. After yet another on-call night fueled with sex and cocaine, I began to think this might be a little too regular occurrence when Chris hit me with the ‘well, you should see what I do when you aren’t here.’ and to…

The conversation with Chris did not go as planned. Perhaps neither of us were in the right frame of mind for such. After all, we were in a phase. Kinda hard to describe phase, but suffice to say all the partying I didn’t do as a rebellious teenager, Chris and I were doing now. Drug…

I woke up, choking for air, strangling even. When I opened my eyes, all I she saw were the pale, green stars on the ceiling and walls. It reminded my of my childhood bedroom. Where am I? I thought. Certainly not in my childhood bedroom I answered myself. I looked around, my eyes trying to…